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song of the day - George nozuka - such a fool (<3!)

Its 4 O'clock In the morning, & it didn't take too long

for the girl to change her tune, & to sing a different song

shes all up on me, kissing on me, grinding on me

whats a guy to do when his brainn is on mute

baby im not that guy,

i've already got that someone in my life

baby i'm not that guy,

i never thought that is would be me,

acting like such a fool

& here i am saying girl i'm sorry, for somthing i didn't do

this is my point of view baby, never meant to fall for her

lately its been driving me crazy, baby

You Still And Always Will Be My Baby

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November 28 !

i am no longer on restriction :)

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING !

i am truly blessed blessed blessed.

& i dont need you to be happy. i'm done with you.

family & bff's are alll i need <333

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MINE !

only 2 more days, then i'm off restriction ! :)

then i can see twilight for the third time. i know, i'm obsessed.

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QUESTION :

"boys, why do you change ?"

tsk tsk your trying way too hard babeh (s),

stop changing. your new skins arn't foolng anyone.

stop trying to make your new self confidence the new envy.

find me another black and korean guy like this pleaseee !

i need to stay within my race you know :)

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<3

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song of the day: Justin timberlake - losing my way

Hi my name is Bob and I work at my job

I make forty-something dollars a day

I used to be the man in my hometown

Until I started to lose my way

It all goes back to when I dropped out at school

Having fun, I was living the life

But now I got a problem with that little white rock

See I can't put down the pipe

And...

It is breaking me down Watching the world spin round

While my dreams fall down Is anybody out there?

It is breaking me down No more friends around...

And my dreams fall down...Is anybody out there?

Keep losing my way.

fineeee pieecccce :)

knotts was fun yesterday, lets do it again

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song of the day: Brutha - be with you

See when the rain falls on my window

And the thunder crashes on my ceiling

It brings back the utmost feeling

Of the day I saw you leaving

Now anytime I see our picture Thinking bout being with ya

And it drives me outta my mind, my mind, my mind

Cause I can't be by your side, your side, your side

Girl I know words that can't explain

The way I felt when you went away, away, away

Cause baby all I wanna do is be with you, be with you, be with you

what a bunch of cuties :)

most favorite song in a long while, since colby o'donis - what you got, yeah this is one of "those" favorites. The kind i know every freakin word to by memory and sing really loud every time it comes on the radio ( in my case, imeem)

so today was one of those days i realized, i am such a teaseeee. & i need to stop, seriously. i need to stop leading you guys on..haha. because boys, i'm not lookin, i'm just having a little too much fun being independent. (& flirting with you cuties)

yeah babeh yeah :)

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song of the day: Estelle - come over love

Won't you come over love, So I can show you love

Promise I got enough to give you all that you need, baby

So many search to find, A love that is good as mine

I will not waste your time so bring it all to me, baby

i hate the dentist, my mouth smells like chemical paste, and my gums are numb. damn. braces, coming soon.

&&&&&& i love it :

Baby let me teach you,

give you love instruction, show you what I know.

Need to take it easy, no need rush, baby nice and slow

All this love I can give to you,

I expect just a bit in return.

You don't have to be perfect as love

as you're willing to learn, baby

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song of the day: Avant - makin good love

Girl when we make love all night

when we make good love all night

when we make love all night, we really make love.

babeh, lets make good love

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song of the day: Beyonce - if i were a boy

If I were a boy, even just for a day

I’d roll outta bed in the morning, and throw on what I wanted then go

drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls

I’d kick it with who I wanted, and I’d never get confronted for it.

Cause they’d stick up for me, if i were a boy.

Having another four day weekend really brightened up my mood. Even though my plans for my two "canceled days" got completely erased, hanging out with the bff is always the best alternative :)

But i seriously need to start doing something more productive with my time. Like getting my drivers license or finding a job. Being unempolyed sucks, getting money from my dad is worse, and always asking people to take me places is just brutal. errrrrrrrrrr, just shoot me now. But on the brightside i learned from beyonce that everyone has an alter ego, or a "sasha fierce". hmmm i wonder if mine is as crazy as hers. Eh, who cares. only 10 more days.

If I were a boy, I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl, I swear I’d be a better man.

I’d listen to her, Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted, Cause he’s taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed, if i were a boy

mmm babeh so true :)

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song of the day : Lady Gaga - poker face

cant read my, cant read my

no he cant read my poker facee

p-p-p poker face p-p-p poker face

so basically, i learned how to play poker the other day. Sadly i think its another habit i wish i hadn't started. Hopefully it doesn't get the best of me, because now that i'm addicted to this new talent, i play it all the time ! my time is limitless.

I won't tell you that I love you

Kiss or hug you

Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin

I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunn' & gunn'nn

Just like a chick in the casino Take your bank before I pay you

promise this, promise this Check this hand cause I'm marvelous

Can't read my, Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face

Can't read my Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face

mmmmmmmmmmmmm :)

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song of the day : Marie Digby - gimme more

Cameras are flashing my way

dirty dance 'n And they keep watchin'

Keep watchin Feels like the crowd is sayin

gimme gimme gimme more

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6GqWpuefc8

you have to watch the video, she is absolutely amazing.

November 28

The day i am finally free of my restricions and restraints.

thank god, only 13 days left.

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song of the day : George Nozuka - talk to me remix

are you ready to stay the whole night

to the see the morning light

i've been waiting and waiting ad waiting...

my whole lifeee

talk to me talk to me

so basically, i think i have a really awkward obsession with george nozuka :X HIs music, his looks, his voice, oh god i'm pathetic. I'm almost as bad as this one girl i came across online who was wierdly obsessed with Jay chou, or my best friend and black guys. -___-

ehh i dont care what you think, I heart George Nozuka

& kenneth, i guess :)

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song of the day : T.I. ft Rihanna - live your life

You're gonna be a shining star

Your fancy clothes, your fancy ca-ars

And then you'll see, you're gonna go far

'Cause everyone knows who you a-are

just live your life

Its funny how fast people can change. How different they can treat you, or how great of an impact they can have on your life.

Just live your life,

ayyy ayyy ayyy

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song of the day : cheri dennis - flow with me

Its the way you lookin

theres somethin that i'm feelin,

do you wanna flow with me.

haha oh gosh i think i'm going to have a favorite song everyday. Its starting to become a useless habit. Cheri dennis is a wonderful vocalist, this isn't the only song i like of hers either. Shes just another one of my role models, another star with class whose music is so influential & lets her heart out with every song she composes. I can only hope that one day i can be like that. Even though i highly doubt it, i would do anything to have my voice heard to the world, write songs and have the glory of knowing that everyone knows my name. One day though, i'll make something postitve come out of my name, i'll give it meaning; promise :)

so when i get a phone, i swear i'm going to be texting like crazy ! so far i've managed to text at least five words a minute. I know i'm slow, but i have really bad hand coordination. Hopefully when i get a cellphone i'll improve my texting skills :)

talking on the phone is stupid. Boys are stupid. No actually, i'm kidding. I'm addicted :)

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song of the day : justin nozuka - after tonight

i know that after tonight,

you dont have to look up atthe stars

no no no no no

i love that song, and i seriously dont know why. But i have to say, the Nozuka brothers are the hottest pair of canadian boys that have ever swept this planet, not to mention their great acoustic/pop songs that have me mesmorized :)

ok enough about my obsession :)

I'm sick of homework, and school, and everything else that requires me to work. I hate to admit it, but my laziness is getting the better of me. Why cant good work habits, and intelligence be hereditary ?

oh and one more thing, hi kenneth ! :)